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I didn't plan
to be crazy..

But it is the way I feel.
I feel mad

So many things
go on in my head.

In my heart,
I'm fucked up.

But sometimes
Yes sometimes  
            it rains

All the paranoia
wipes off.

Heart calms,
I Swear on Jesus Christ

A deep breath
removes it finally

I'm normal again
But who knows how long?























11:50:37
Monday Nov 5 2018